Life

Well, I decided to start blogging on here regularly besides just posting my scrapbook stuff... So much is going on and I can't wrap my head around everything, which is making sleep next to impossible each night.

School started almost 3 weeks ago now. It is CRAZY!!! Our new schedule leaves me exhausted every afternoon and I am spending tons of time at home doing work once Sophia goes to bed. I feel like I am a hamster on a wheel just running, but going nowhere fast....With how crazy everything has been, Peter and I resigned from our responsibilities with the youth group at church. We just couldn't commit to two days during the week and activities on the weekend. I was sad to give it up, but I don't know how we could have handled anything more, especially once Peter starts coaching basketball again in November.

The kids musical starts again next Saturday at church. Though I can't wait to see the finished result, I am a little nervous as I have new people helping me this year. It will be weird doing the musical without Eli, but I am hoping it will run just as smoothly.

I also realized this week that I have no one to really talk and confide in besides Peter and my mom. That is so frustrating to me! Friends seem to come and go and I don't feel like there is anyone who I can truly trust right now. I feel like I am at such a crossroad in life and really want another couple we can get together with and talk to. We have no small group at church, no close couple friends, and no little kids for Sophia to hang out with.....I really wish some of my JM friends lived closer....

Well, I am at work, so I had better get to work! Hopefully I will have a few more scrap pages this afternoon....